Wednesday, December 23, 2009

i know i've been selfish.
i know i've been unreasonable.
i know i've been losing my temper every now & then.
i know i've been making our life difficult & miserable.
i know i've never thought of ur feelings.
i know everyting have become meaningless now,
i know sometings wun change, and it will never change
i know i shldnt have expect much from u, bcos in the end all i get was nothing but disappointments.
i know i shldnt have avoid.
but now, avoiding everyting that i could ish wad i can do now.
bcos ...
u'll nvr understand how i felt.
u'll nvr know hw hurt i was.
u'll nvr know hw dishearted i felt.
u'll nvr know hw tired i felt.
u'll nvr know wad i want.
just lyk i'll nvr know how u felt & wad u want.

its scary when u realise the person u always tout u understand suddenly turn out to be the someone u nvr understand.

what we could have been, 10:10 AM.